I HATE MY FAMILY!!!! i mean i just do. my mother tells me today that i don't respect her or my family and i only listen when i want something. n just went on n on. n then she yelled about me not bein on time. SHE'S ALWAYS LATE ALWAYS n i mean how can she expect me to be there when she never ever is. not physicaly or mentaly she's just not. n y should i have to respect her when she doesn't give a fuck about me. i mean i don't need her. everything she doesn for me i could do just fine on my own. i already do dishes n fuck even dinner sometimes. n the whole ride thing i can get a ride from so many other people. fuck her just fuck her. aaaaaaaaaa i hate bein a teenager i'm leaving as soon as i can. i am!!!! it's just so hypocritical. i just can't take it anymore. n then my girls can be so bithcy sometimes i mean they just can it's crazy i hate girls were just bitchy!! N TO TOP IT OFF I'M 80.oo OVER MY PHONE BILL!!!! so nobody fuckin call me unless it's the weekend or after 9 or untill next month. cuz i'm not pickin up!! i'm gonna be killed *n so far the only people that would care are charlie, n tommy, n apparently jeremy n jackson, n maybe mikhail cuz he helped me break the news to my rents lol i said word for word what he told me n i think it's gonna work . but i'm calmed down thanks to mikhail i mean what would i do w/o that boy. lol. he's such a great guy. *thanks hun* it's just been crazy the last couple of days. i'm feelin really icky. but i do have to say that i got something today that made me smile n just feel...........safe. lol. now b4 i say this know that i officaly just don't get boys u talk to them n there just like oh hey.........u don't talk to em n there like omg call me, come talk to me, u never talk to me anymore........haha just confussing. but anyways so today, saw the famous lance n i got the BIGGEST LANCE HANGER HUG EVER. twas kinnda odd i must say cuz i mean he really ment it. it was the best hug ever lol i went to hug em n he just does that i'm to cool guy nob head thing n keept walkin n i just stood there like *what was that r u kiddin me* n he like turns around n runs up n gives me this giant big bear hug n is like "i was only kidding" lol i mean i don't think that i've ever felt so safe from a lance hanger hug ever. it was just good to have a good feeling when things can get so frusterating. so *thanks lance you lil man whore ....lol....i was only kidding*. found my pants yesterday theses old pants from like 7th grade me n Misty used to write on ALL the time they had so much shit on them lol n for the longest time  couldn't fit em but now i can lol. all the stuff is faded away so we'll have to bring the pants back to life with current writings lol. speakin of 7th grade talked to travis morris today.........it's such an odd feeling to not talk to someone for bout 2 years n then talk again. u forget y u were friends in the frist place it's just nice to talk to be talkin to him more this year. he's a great guy i just hadn't takein alota time to notice.  but lifes getting better my way *sept for family* but oh well thats about it ya'll i'm out. oo report cards are in.

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 loves n hugs ~Francie Leigh~

ok this is just mean! NO ONE EVERY COMMENTS!!!! i'm not writing a damn thing untill i get 10 comments i mean i don't think thats askin for too much just 10. y waste my time if no one gives a damn anyway. w/e i'm out. if ya'll care to hear about the resta my life then comment me n i'll get back to ya.

~Francie Leigh~

haaaa weeeeeeeeeeeeel don't think i'll be doin soccer. i mean maybe. i dunno i can't decide. i'm like so not inshape for it. i need to start running again! i'm deff feelin like such a fat ass right now i mean i'm not really fat but i'm deff feeling like it today. but everyone said i did good, but then again the kinnda HAVE to say that. i mean whoes gonna come out n say man u suxed. but i dunno i mean my father thinks it's cuz i'm afraid of the work, n i mean i kinnda am but i could do it if i really wanted to. but i dunno soccer wasn't something that i like REALLY WANTED to do. i was sorta suckered into it. lol. but i'm glad i went i really am! i love the girls there all really sweet i mean mosta em i already hang out with so yea the team is great im just not so hot in the sport. might just stick to tennis. n fuck it next year we'll have forencies all year round so i'll do that. but sport or no sport i need to get my ass running again. i mean i used to but then winter set in n i kinnda slacked off. but oh well i still have time to think about it. i just don't wanna chicken outa it just cuz i don't think that i'm strong nuff to do it. i mean i dunno. fuck it i'll see later. lol. im just spitin thing out as the come. oh well i'm out ya'll i'll see ya morrow. EXAMS ALL OF YOU SO STUDY N SLEEP!!!! lol sept for me cuz all i have is theater n computer. love ya'll bunches.

~Francie Leigh~